CRYING FOR NO REASON…

Last night I dreamt of you, and I could see your face. My body trembled with the emotion of simply being able to see you again…

Your almond-shaped eyes spoke to me with the light in their gaze, and your smile comforted my sorrowful heart.

You know… I miss the sweet sound of your voice caressing my senses, while the warmth of your fingers explored my face, calming my troubles. Enveloping me in laughter and games, making me understand that adversity is just a moment.

I wonder if you can hear me every time I say, “I LOVE YOU!” or when I shout my feelings through words that come from my soul. Because I want you to know that I keep walking without fear. I want you to know that I walk in a straight line, but it’s so hard not to look back and remember the days that will never return…

I want you to know how much I miss your presence by my side. While I hear voices criticizing me for crying. Yes, it seems I’m still crying for no reason because I can’t change the past. But the pain of the wound in my heart flows like a river from my eyes because it’s impossible for me to forget you.

So, I look ahead, walking with firm steps toward the future, hoping to find you again someday. I want you to know that I no longer suffer from your leaving, although I can’t live without crying for the absence you left in my life.

And I want to cry day and night until the river in my eyes runs dry, even if it makes no sense to many. I also want you to know that in my present I will live happily until my body can shed no more tears and the voices that criticize me have disappeared.

I want you to know that I will live my life in harmony with your memory, until I am simply… myself again, as I’ve always been! And that the wound in my heart that makes me cry for no reason, will NO LONGER HURT. Because then I will know that I am already with you…