THE SOUNDS OF THE WIND…

There are pains that make us scream, hit, moan, or twist. And they express themselves openly, without conditions or restrictions. Regardless of opinions, criticism, or advice, we only want to eradicate them from our bodies. But there are also pains that are suffered in silence because the bond of love, which physically held us together in an almost perfect personal world, was broken.

The sound of the wind chimes…

Moving gently to the beat of the cold air,

that flutters madly throughout my body.

It makes me remember that, momentarily, the sun is already hiding

to give way to the darkness of the night that threatens

again, embracing my confusing feelings.

While my insides growl with pain from the sadness

that governs my entire internal world.

Forcing my eyes to release the tears.

to try to erase the traces that

Along the way, my sorrows leave.

And as I drown in my own suffering,

hidden from other people’s eyes, I hear your voice

in the sound of the wind.

And my senses awaken, amplifying my

ability to hear between the sounds of the wind.

Then I hear your warm voice, and I evoke

your smile full of joy.

Because among the sounds of the wind, our

Memories are like a ray of light that

illuminate and eradicate the darkness that your departure has left.

Then wrapped in silence, I listen to your

words of love, that remind me of everything about you.

And my pain clears because I clearly hear your voice

Telling me, “That great love does not die when you stop

exist physically because true love is eternal, and that

love will never leave me, as long as it stays alive in my heart,

I always will remember you.”

I apologize for the emails that I have not read and for the messages that I have not responded to. I was completely away for almost four months, but I’m back. For a long time, I thought I was ready to say goodbye to the woman who gave me life. But saying goodbye to my mother was very difficult and more painful than I imagined. Because, as I said on another occasion, no one in the world has loved me with such tenderness and loyalty in good or bad times. Remaining faithful by my side, without conditions to make me feel that I was not alone. But it is time to continue living to create new memories with my loved ones and with all the people who, in one way or another, are connected to me. THANK YOU to everyone who reads my posts and writes to me. Because they help me keep the MAGIC WORLD alive where I write for all of you.